Life is hard

There are times in my life like today where i get scared of life. I get scared that i won't meet anyone. I don't want to come across as desparated. Do you remember the movie singles ward? there's a girl on there that is kind of a disty. I don't want people to feel sorry for me or take pity on me, but i want someone to see me for me. Speaking of my book See me for Me i am really excited for it, but also scared what if this is my one and only shot. What if people don't respond to it. I know in my heart that i will make it as a writer. I will have many awesome writing adventures and they will be beautiful. As for a man he will come, the Lord has blessed me with so much.