Love

I Don’t Love you but I always will

I did it i got published
Yesssssssssssssssss!!! Heck yes

My True Beauty

I wish someone can see me for me, someone to see past the handicapped. If you know me I don't look handicapped, sure i can't drive, my handicapped does not stop me from doing things. Sometimes i feel like people see me as a little girl not as a strong beautiful women. Sometimes its hard my firends tell me they are pregant or getting married. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for them, but at the same time my heart is breaking. I've even picked wedding songs but I wonder if I'll ever have a dance partner in my life. I have had my heart broken three times in my life, and i thought they were the one for me but i was wrong. I just want someone to love me for me. Is that so hard?? It truly is a slap in the face when some man dosn't want a handicapped for a wife. Last summer i was on LDS singles and there was this guy that i liked and he worked with "Special needs kids" and i thought this guy is a good guy, but he didn't want me, and i thought to myself what a hypocrite, you know you work with people like me, but you don't have compassion to deal with one as your wife. I hope someone special comes into my life and I can steal his heart. Or someone found me beautiful.

Jeepers Creepers

its may already. Holy Crap where did the year go. Andrews leaving ,Robs home in 4 months its all going to fast i donèt like it but i do. Summers comin i can't wait. Summer yeah.

love this song

Poison & Wine

Joy Williams and John Paul White and Chris Lindsey

You only know what I want you to
I know everything you don't want me to
Your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
You think your dreams are the same as mine

I don't love you but I always will
I don't love you but I always will
I don't love you but I always will
I always will

I wish you'd hold me when I turn my back
The less I give the more I get back
Your hands can heal, your hands can bruise
I don't have a choice, but I still choose you

I don't love you but I always will
I don't love you but I always will
I don't love you but I always will
I don't love you but I always will

I always will
I always will
I always will
I always will