Life is sometimes hard especially when your me because, everybody puts pressure on me and i don't like it. Sometimes i wish that I can disappear for a week. My problem is that i don't rely on the Savior I shut Him out, when the truth is that i need Him in my life, especially right now because I'm scared of my life right now, with Robert going on a mission and Andrew going to Edmonton it's not going to be the same. Mel my best friend got married and i went to church today and it wasn't the same. Mel and Paul i love them with all my heart, but they made 4th branch fun for me. I just need that special someone to give me a hug, turn my smile upside down. Today in church there was this one girl who i do not like because shes not nice to me or my friends. I wish it was that simple to hug the Savior sometimes.
