Beautiful day

Today was a very good day. It was fast sundays my favorite days. I love hearing other peoples testimonies. I climbed a rock-wall this week it was very difficult but so worth it. When i was climbing the wall the words " I think i can i think i can" going through my mind. The words i can't have never been in my vocabulary. I am so blessed in many ways i love life.

Feelings

This week my feelings have been all over the place, one minute im happy the next i'm sad. I feel so sad because steve hall died. He will be missed by many especially by his wife and children. My dad told me to feel with my heart. I thought alot about that this week. My heart has been crying all week. It makes me sad because i just saw him with his daughter last week. Why do these things happen? I just want to cry and let it all out.

Lovesick

I wish I wasn't handicapped sometimes, whats so great about it?? I can't drive, i feel stuck sometimes and I'm trying to get out there, but its hard because some people i feel sorry for them because they are uncomfortable with that. I'll always be the friend never the girl friend. I'm not one of those people that dosen't get married and I'm sick of people saying that to me. I will get married. I really dislike 4th branch you know y? Its a bunch of people sticking their noses in where they shouldn't. It's clicky and i hate that. Thats why i left because i couldn't take it anymore. I just wish i can meet mr. right and, he can see me for me. Not the handicapped. I want a guy that loves me for me. I want him to say " hey beautiful" or " you look stunning today" Just to know that someone is in love with me is a beautiful feeling.

My Love

My Love

This is the poem

When I first saw you I knew you were the one. I knew I could never love another. When I first saw you and you smiled at me, it was so breath taking it took my breath away. As soon as I got to know you I was falling in love. I knew I couldn’t live my life without you. Your eyes how they shimmered when you looked at me. When I was in your arms I wanted to stay there forever, and when you kissed me I wanted that kiss to last forever. Your smile to me was like, a rose blooming in the spring. I couldn't love anyone else you are my love. Our love would never go away. I will love our kids because they came from our love we share. I will always love you my love. ♥

Just The Way You Are!!

"Just The Way You Are (Remix)"
(feat. Lupe Fiasco)

[Intro - Lupe Fiasco:]
First rule, never let em change you
Rule two, do you to the fullest
And never be ashamed to
Your just good at what they can’t do
And they hate that, they wanna paint you
In they color, put you on another
But what they don’t accept, and what they don’t see
The best thing is what you already be

[Bruno Mars:]
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
I’d never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I’ll say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

[Lupe Fiasco:]
Uh yeah
The definition of real is
If you don’t feel then you don’t you feel it
Don’t conceal it, don’t be fair
You look great only silicon will bill it
A botox to kill it
You just killin off spirit
And you the one that you gotta live with
So don’t get caught up in appearance
And see the inner beauty
When you look off in the mirrors

[Bruno Mars:]
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are