A Million Dreams in 2018

It's that time of year Holy madoly where did the year go. So many wonderful things have happened to me. I sang, I acted and i wrote screenplay. I acted in Aladdin the 1st time i had a blast playing Wishy Washy i miss shim. She+ He= Shim but i am happy playing the Princess. It's so much fun being in a play i love it. My writing really took off when i wrote with Jason in april. He has done a lot for me this past year and i couldn't ask for a better friend, and Curtis he has helped me with my singing career. Both of them have been a blessing in my life. I hope 2019 is special I have a feeling it will, but there is another man that played a big part in my life and that is god. Every day when I'm having a bad day, He provides miracle in my life. I love how He is contentsly in my life and in my heart everyday. I couldn't ask for a bigger blessing in my life then the Hub. The hub has launnched my writing acting singing career. I couldn't be happier being there and just meeting super amazing people. I am super excited about being the hub writer in resident. It will help me to really focus on my writing. See For Me will happen and it will be great. So Here's to 2019. Here's so much more writing and acting. Merry Christmas I love you all Luv, Jess

Words Hurt

So today at the hub i got told that someone is scared of me. That really hurt me because hearing words like that break me. Its bad enough seeing a little kid scared of me, but an adult that hurts. When i hear words like that i want to quit everything not talk to my friends or family, just shut down. I don't want to loose the best thing that happened to me since the learning circle. The hub is my second home i love it there. My family is there.

Have A little faith in me

Have a little Faith in Me It helps when you have people in your life that have faith in you, and encourage you to embrace your talents and follow your dreams. I know sometimes in my life I need people to encourage me to give me that extra push in my life. I am a young woman that is going after her dreams. I have a disability. There are times in my life where I get really frustrated because of my disability. I get frustrated when men can’t see me for me, see the real beauty inside of me, but my friends and family tell me to live my life. I used to go to this place called the learning circle and I tried it for a few years but, after a couple years I lost interest in it. I felt out of place there, I felt what they were teaching didn’t meet my needs, I wasn’t happy there. After I left the learning circle I was at a point in my life where I had no idea what I was going to do. I hit a wall in my life. I was depressed, I felt scared and alone. I never thought that I needed the hub, I thought that I was to good for the hub, but then I finally had the courage to come to the hub. The hub has been a huge blessing in my life. When I came into the hub so many doors opened for me. I never thought I would act in a play or write and act in a movie. The hub has given so many opportunities to embrace my talents, to find what I’m good at. In a way the hub gave me my big break.