Feelings

I struggling with many things in my life right now. The biggest thing for me right now is not getting married, I just want to be married and in love right now. I always thought that I would never get married,because I'm handicapped I believe with all my heart I had that vision, in the mirror for a reason. I saw me on my wedding day. I saw my dress, the flowers and it was perfect and beautiful.

In March I bore my testimony about how I climbed the mountain, and how i felt the Saviours presence there cheering me on. After testimony meeting was over I met this guy, and he told me that it was an amazing testimony. I don't think it  was planned that we met. I think the Saviour had a plan in it. He knows when I need people. He knew I needed to meet him.  That He knew I needed a friend in that moment at that time. Whenever I feel down in the dumps the Lord has someone call me, or something will happen that is a true testimony  to me. I love the Lord with all my heart. I believe in Him and His promise. That I will get married and have children. My husband has to be special to take me to the temple.