My True Beauty

I wish someone can see me for me, someone to see past the handicapped. If you know me I don't look handicapped, sure i can't drive, my handicapped does not stop me from doing things. Sometimes i feel like people see me as a little girl not as a strong beautiful women. Sometimes its hard my firends tell me they are pregant or getting married. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for them, but at the same time my heart is breaking. I've even picked wedding songs but I wonder if I'll ever have a dance partner in my life. I have had my heart broken three times in my life, and i thought they were the one for me but i was wrong. I just want someone to love me for me. Is that so hard?? It truly is a slap in the face when some man dosn't want a handicapped for a wife. Last summer i was on LDS singles and there was this guy that i liked and he worked with "Special needs kids" and i thought this guy is a good guy, but he didn't want me, and i thought to myself what a hypocrite, you know you work with people like me, but you don't have compassion to deal with one as your wife. I hope someone special comes into my life and I can steal his heart. Or someone found me beautiful.