Lovesick

I wish I wasn't handicapped sometimes, whats so great about it?? I can't drive, i feel stuck sometimes and I'm trying to get out there, but its hard because some people i feel sorry for them because they are uncomfortable with that. I'll always be the friend never the girl friend. I'm not one of those people that dosen't get married and I'm sick of people saying that to me. I will get married. I really dislike 4th branch you know y? Its a bunch of people sticking their noses in where they shouldn't. It's clicky and i hate that. Thats why i left because i couldn't take it anymore. I just wish i can meet mr. right and, he can see me for me. Not the handicapped. I want a guy that loves me for me. I want him to say " hey beautiful" or " you look stunning today" Just to know that someone is in love with me is a beautiful feeling.