I am a Child of God!!

I have not been myself lately and there are a lot going on with me. I haven't been myself since this date, which I really was hoping would go good but I was wrong I really liked him in a romantic way but i guess I was wrong. When i like a guy i guess i like a guy, I think i try to hard. I want a guy to chase me not the other way around. I wish a guy can just like me for me. I can't wait for that. I think it's Heavenly Father telling me that I'm not ready. I have so much to be graetful for and sometimes I feel that i don't show him. I wish i was like my friends and more Christlike. I love the Lord with all my heart and am happy to be apart of Him!! It brings me so much joy when I see Grace and she comes to me, I love her with all my heart!