You are a Daughter of God and He knows you and Loves you

Well when i read this sentence I think how the Lord, loves me so much that He has a special plan for me. My self-esteem is so low right now, because i sometimes feel that I'm not good enough for anyone. I don't like being handicapped, i wish the Lord would take it away, but people love me anyway for it. I just want to make a man happy, and i want him to love me for me. I know the Lord has a plan for me, and he will always be there for me.

Acceptance

So I gave a speech the other day at the learning circle about acceptance. Acceptance is very personal to me because, I never been accepted by another guy before. For who i am and that hurts because all i want in life is to be married to a worthy priesthood holder, and to be sealed for time and eternity. At the a place where i take classes, they teach about reality whats real and whats not. I don't care they don't know me. Im am told in my Patriarticle blessing that i will be married to a man in the temple, i will have children. There is nothing wrong with hoping. Life does not exist without hope.

Life

Lately it has been really hard. My feelings have been all over the place. There are things that i am not happy with, I made a big mistake with one of my siblings and i feel horrible about that. I need my sister in my life and i will do anything to get her back. I feel like Satin has taken over me, I want him to leave me alone. The Lords is more powerful then Satins. I just have to let the Lord in more in my life. Big Bird is on my mind, when I was little i watched this little movie starring Big Bird, Big Bird knocks over Gloria's laundry, So he makes up lies to cover for him until finally he tells the truth. I am just like Big Bird trying my hardest in life. Another thing that has been on a relationship I want to be the women of someones dreams. I know my guy is out there or maybe i met him.

The Phantom of the Opera & Beauty and the Beast

I love both these movies. They are both musicals so i loves musicals. They are both very dear to my heart because, they both have the same message and that is beauty lies within. They are both beautiful movies.

The greatest movie Moment

I think my favourite movie moment is in "The Vow" when Leo goes to this coffee shop but its closed, and the Paige shows up. They both start crying. She thanks him of believing in her . They cry and then they start dating each other again.

Life Update

June has been a rough month just emotions running high. I really hope that July is good to me.

The Saviour

Jesus Christ is real He suffered for us So we can live with Him again He is the one who can guide us through storms in our lives He is love He is a gift He holds my hand, through life's trials He is gentle His love is unconditional He hears me He raises me up He calls out through the rain and calms the storm in me.