Faith replaces Fear

- Robert Swainson

I really love this quote I think it's my new motto. It makes me think of Rob and it keeps me going.

My year!!

This is my year meaning this is the year that I get a job. I have a feeling that everything is going to work out and I'm going to be happy. I have a feeling that i got blockbuster i sure hope so. I find its ridiculous that i have been waiting so long. This is my time Baby!! It was so good to talk to Rob my fud of a brother yeah thats right i went there buddy. I am so proud of him. In a couple months that will be andrew I'm proud of them. This year will be so good because Marion and tyson are comming to Calgary an hour away instead of 6 I'm so excited for that. 2011 will be a great year im excited. I'm really excited to go See Jen and Brent and the kids its been so long, well since November but still.

THIS IS MY YEAR!!(:

Merry Christmas!!

Dear Family and Friends,

I wasn't going to do this till next week but i know that some of you will be on christmas break and all that. Anyway this year has been a good year. Its been really hard to because in the summer i was switching medicine it was hard because i was in hayden idaho and i really had no energy. I've had a lot of fun this year with my family i feel that we have grown closer as a family especially with my sisters I can't wait till Marion moves to calgary she'll only be an hour away, we need sister time, And i love her rugrats to death. I love all my nieces and nephews. I really miss jen and brent and the kids this year but such as life. Rob left this year and that was really hard I still cry from time to time but i get through it. Andrew leaves next year thats going to be hard. I feel that we have gotten really close especiallly on my 25th birthday i had so much fun. I went to preference with an amazing guy. I mostly spent the night dancing with andrew and his friends that was fun. I made a big move to this year i cut my hair and i couldn't be happier. I also dyed my hair a really dark brown. I have been going to the gym and its been great working out with my friend otherwise i would never get motivated. Looking for a job has been hard but I know the Lord has a special plan for me. I made some great friends this year and a lot of them have been there through the good and bad times. I am so blessed to have them!!

Merry Christmas

Love,

Jessica

Believe!!

I can't believe its Christmas. This year has gone by way to fast, it seems like yesterday that we were getting ready to go to hayden. I love this time of year. Its a time to be with loved ones. I love my family so much they mean the world to me, Without them i would be lost.

My 25th!!

My 25th was so fun. First i got my hair done and i got too see mel its always great to see her. Then i went the dance it was really fun. Andrew set me up with this amazing guy his name was Riley Bates he was so fun and so nice. I had a great time. I think i have the chirstmas blues, because I am missing Robert and Everyone, But i am so greatful that marion is moving home soon. Anyway It was The best birthday of my life, one I'll never forget

BC

BC was really fun, It was very relaxing i loved it. I got a pedicure and a chocolate facial, I almost wanted to eat it but i didn't. We also went to the hot springs and it was nice just to sit there. Ahh!! I could've stayed there forever. There was a bear watching in the area so it was kind of scary. I didn't go off alone anywhere. All in all it was FUN!! Im going to morning glory tonight im excited.

November!!

I love November not just because its my birthday ok maybe a little, but i love the movies that come out and stuff like. Its the month before Christmas i just love it. It is a awesome. I can't wait to go to raduim BC that will be so fun. Charlie St. Cloud comes out on the 9th im exctied I love Life!!