Dolls

Love them

O Canada

Happy Canada Day.

Being Single

It's hard being single, I thought my life would different. Right now i thought i would be married, but it didn't happen. I can tell you stories about being catfished. No matter how much make up i put on men don't come up to me. It hurts because i feel like men can't see beyond my handicapped,thats sad because i'm just not my handicapped, I am so much more.

June

I can't believe June is here already. Summer is comming. Yay!!

My Home Away From Home

I am in Bc right now and i love it. It was way too long that we were away. Life Happens

May

Yay it's may, I am so glad the cold snap broke. Summer is comming im so excited

Angels Exist

So i went to Project Hail Mary the other night, It was great i really loved it. There were these boys sitting behind us, and they made fun of my laugh. There was this lady that gave me a flash doll to make me feel better. That just goes to show that angels are all around us.

Spring

Spring where the heck are you. This weather has been hard on me emotionally. I just want sunshine and green grass and flowers. I want to lay on a beach somewhere.

Self Love

I struggle with self love, my brain tells me stories about people in my life that i know that are not true. I just don't how to love myself sometimes,and there are times where i scare myself and i don't know how to stop my brain.

March

I can't believe it's March, spring is commming i hope.. Westbrook is comming im excited

She Walks in Beauty

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that’s best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes; Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o’er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express, How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o’er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

Love

I used to love valentines day, when i was little and into my teen years but then it's not so special. My mom told me if you can't love some 365 days then you don't know what love is.

A New Chapter Begins

It's 2026 I can't believe it. Bridgerton arrives finally i missed it so much. I am excited about the possibilties I hope this year is good to me.

Christmas Letter

Wow is it already that time of year already, Wow this year went by fast It was a great year lets dive in. Well this year i turned 40, it was a big mile stone i just can't believe it I was really scared turning 40, but its been good so far I can't complain. Another biggie this year was i put a play called Westbrook Part 1 out with Central Alberta Theatre, It was so much fun putting a play like that, I have a great cast It was a great oppertunity This next year will be great I'm excited. Especially for Bridgerton. I love you all Merry Christmas Love Jess

I Never

I never have been anywhere for Christmas, it's just different because I have been used to my traditions. This Christmas will be different but in a good way.

40 Part 2

I can't believe I'll be 40 in a couple weeks. Where did time go??

40

So I'm turning the big 40 and I am nervous about it, I know its just a number but still, I thought i would be married with kids right now. I just thought my life would be different.

President Russell M. Nelson

President Russell M. Nelson died this past week, he was a man of God. I loved his counsel and his wisdom. He had a great relationship with children and i admired that about him. He will be missed.

Young at Heart

I love that I am young at heart. I still love to watch teen shows like The Summer I Turned Pretty or My Life With the Walter Boys and other teen shows. I will always be young at heart

September

Oh my goodness it's already september where did the summer go?? It was a really good summer i really loved it.